Now before you say anything, yes I know this post should have been done months ago, but true to Hannah fashion, of course I procrastinated (see “travel journal that is blank after my adventures in Greece” for more details).
My Semester at Sea voyage ended more than 6 months ago (6 months and 16 days to be exact, but who’s counting…), and this post was on my mind from the moment I stepped off of the ship. With my cabin all packed up, final ‘see you laters’ said, and the voyage officially done, I guess I felt like this blog was the final thing I could hold onto from the most incredible semester of my life. But then I realized something pretty major:
SAS will never be over.
All of the memories created and all the lasting friendships made, how could it be? Semester at Sea has turned into much more than a semester long adventure, it is a community of open-minded, adventure-seeking individuals who will forever be connected by shared experiences had all over the world. If I ever start to forget that, I don’t have to look much farther than the SASHoles group chat that blows up my phone or the frequent notifications from our FA15 Facebook page. The strangers that grew into family will always be there, whether you just need advice or a place to stay or familiar faces to travel with.
Semester at Sea is and always will be singlehandedly the thing that changed my life the most, and for the better. From even before the moment we returned to the US, I could tell I had changed in ways I never thought I could, and I learned more about myself than I knew was possible. I suddenly became worlds more independent, learned that my longing and love for travel is my main driving force in everything I do, and that I am capable of so much more than I ever could have imagined. I learned that there are things about myself that I love, including my willingness and wanting to be present, and while there are things about myself that I wish I could change, self love is a much more powerful thing than self loathing. I learned that yeah, I am a mama’s girl, but thats OK because moms rule (and everyone misses them while they’re away from home, even if they don’t admit it)! I learned that the quality of friendships are worth so much more than the quantity, and that traveling together is hands down the best way to see if you’re compatible (if not, you’ll figure it out pretty quickly…). I learned never to take anything for granted, because there is someone out there who would love to have the opportunities presented to you. Be generous and kind to those who need it, and especially to those who might not deserve it. Don’t be afraid to be spontaneous (but also safe!), I guarantee some of your best memories will come from the times you had no damn clue what you were doing or where you were going. The list goes on and on and on…

I have to admit, the reverse culture shock of coming back to the US scared the crap out of me. How could I go from doing something so incredible to going back to the life I had before? I changed so much in the time I was away that I was terrified everything would be exactly the same and I would hate it. And while it is true that between myself and the environment around me, I was the one who had done the changing, it wasn’t as horribly difficult as I had anticipated. Yes, I got the same questions over and over again, and yes, I gave the same answers almost every time (“How was your semester abroad?”, “What was your favorite port?”, “Did you experience any culture shock?”, “Meet any cute boys?” (This answer varied…)), but there was a point where I longed for these questions. Any excuse to talk about SAS, I would take it. I also got extremely lucky and made friends with people I can turn to and talk to about anything, so when I’m missing our home away from home, I know I can always reach out. I got lucky again with the support system I had waiting for me. They willingly (or not so) listen to my rants and raves about my awesome adventures and have never once complained about it, just have lovingly called me annoying. So while I won’t deny it’s incredibly hard to adjust, I think I got pretty lucky.
So while my Semester at Sea might have ended 6 months and 16 days ago, it will never really be over. With each new place that I travel and as I see more and more of the world, SAS is always at the back of my mind. It truly was the start for me. I learned so much about so many things, and it sparked a drive and determination in me that will only slow down when I’ve seen as much of the world as possible. I feel comfort whenever I look out to the ocean, and no matter how far away I get, it will always be not only my safe haven, but also my home.
Here we are, 4 continents and 12 countries later. I have never laughed so hard, learned so much, and fallen in love so fast. To everyone who made SAS FA15 all that it was (and is), thank you. To all of the friends I made along the way, I love you more than the depths of all the oceans combined, and I couldn’t be more grateful that such an amazing life experience brought us together (I now have friends from all over not only the country but the world, how crazy cool is that??). To everyone at home that puts up with my endless raves about my time abroad, I wish I could say I’m sorry… And to the people who made it possible for me to even think about going (here’s looking at you, mom), I can never repay you for all that you have done. You gave me the biggest opportunity to grow and learn that I have ever had, and nothing could mean more.
It’s not a boat, it’s a ship. It’s not a cruise, it’s a voyage. It’s not a goodbye, it’s a see you later. Oh, and Sentwali, we feel pretty damn good.



Semester at Sea video!: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-r0R2-58X2g




When I got back to Puntarenas, we went out to dinner to half celebrate / half sulk about the fact that it was our last night in port. We walked a few blocks to a restaurant called Don Mario’s, butt on the way it started pouring rain. At first we tried to hide out and avoid it, but it was more fun to just accept it and run through the rain. We were so soaked when we got to Don Mario’s that they gave us paper towels to dry off with, but we loved every minute of it! After dinner we walked along the beach and looked at the ship from port for the last night. The next day we all just did some final souvenir shopping and then headed back up the ship for the last time.

































































